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| so yea i finally got the results today from the paternity test so that
must mean that derek did too so he's probaly kicking himself in the ass
right about now....99.97% yep he should have just listened to me in the
first place and none of this would of had to been so dramatic but oh
well im just happy that at least he knows now and maybe he'll begin to
care but in a way im not rightly sure i care if he does...it might be
best if she isnt around him at all......
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| so yea...its been a while since i have posted so i figured what the
hell why not let u all in on a lil scoop that is my life....as of 5
seconds ago i confessed my feelings towards a certain someone and im
not to sure how thats going to go but yea i like him a lot
though....and uhh....what else oh yea paternity test was done last
week...he actually showed up..had the nerve to bring jessica with him
though...what a dick...it wouldnt have bothered me if she wouldnt have
called my house harrassing me like she did when i was pregnant and yea
i get to stay in my apt when my mom moves out...woot...
im so excited and uh i need a job real bad....and yea im real nervous
to what he's going to say when he reads all my babbling feelings
towards him....sorry im nervous  ...but
uh what else im so happy wooohoooo...oh god im feeling like an idiot
right now i dont know why i did it but its too late now...he's read it
by now...jesus fucking christ man thats all i have to say
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| so yea i wish i wasnt awake this early....i dont know what my child
thinks she's doing waking me up this early the past couple of days but
its not cool ive been up since like 7 no fun.....but yea uhh...i
started back at school yesterday...fun fun and uh what else oh yea i
dyed my hair back to black and uh....been wearing fake hair for
the past couple of days....im so tired....just want more sleep thats
all is that too much to ask for...how was everyones new years....mine
was fucking awesome, i got drunk of course and hung out at a friends
house and has anyone ever tried salvia divinorum by chance...just being
curious uh well i guess im going to head back to the couch and continue
watching spongebob with haley....u wouldnt figure at 4 months that she
would like cartoons as much as she does, oh well yea yea yea blah blah
blah yadda yadda yadda...ahhh bullshit
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| so wednesday night was fucking awesome i got to see gwar and a bunch of
old friends...and i got drunk as hell and i got hit on by a bunch of
random guys which made me feel like im not completely disgusting
looking from having a baby so yea not to shabby for a weeknight....i
have pink hair now because of it and my body is still different colors
which is rather hilarious....i lost my glasses during gwar while trying
to dig in my bag for my camera and i suppose they fell out at some
point in time which is fine....because we found them all kinds of
fucked up but the eye doctor was capable of fixing them for me which is
great....at this moment i feel like shit...i was fine earlier until
about the time i was on my way home from the plasma center so i just
slept it off but the shitty feeling is back which sux...but i did find
out the derek is being supportive and admitting to the baby with
jessica which is cool i suppose but it still sux that he wont fess up
to haley, i mean why wouldnt u want to say that a beautiful lil girl
like herself was ur daughter, i mean its just blows my mind, i dont
understand but im not going to dwell on all of that im just happy that
she is getting the support from him that i deserved to have had as
well...but yea im going to go back up to the monkeybar on sunday and
see my buddy's band play, there will be no drinking that nite i wont
have the money for it but it will still be a kickass time im sure....
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| so....not a whole lot going on as of late, i stood outside in the cold
for about an hour and a half on friday to get a $250 walmart gift card
from the welfare office...woot...tons of fun there lemme tell u but who
cares its free money that i didnt have and could use since i will no
longer be getting cash assistance i was supposed to get it for 6 months
but how convenient that the plan changes only in my third month and
poof no more bastards....and oh yea thursday i went to the mall with
clay and i ran into renee at spencers and she was telling me that she
heard something about derek and jessica being pregnant....  .....it
really didnt come as a surprise to me because i had a dream about all
of this and guess what its true b/c it was confirmed from another
friend i suppose and then i read about it somewhat...i mean two babies
in less than a year...i think we're trying to be an overachiever what
do u think....whats the chances he will stick around the whole time
with her....oh yeah and i found out for sure where he is working so
haha bitch i have more info for child support.... ,
yea i am a lil bitter now but oh well what do u expect i was treated
like she for being pregnant what am i suppose to think about him
putting someone else in the same condition...what would his mommy think
of him being a sperm donor...tsk tsk
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